Tuesday, October 28, 2008

General Conference has just ended there is a place at the Temple where people wait in line with their Ipods to have Conference downloaded quickly and for free. I get in line and Matt is the one who sets up my ipod for me. In the same area is a new store, no seagull, this one has hair things and different styles of clothing etc...Nothing is overpriced, actually there doesn't seem to be a cash register. Society seems to be run on a different method, at least through the church.

Dream switches. This guy asks me out, I never get his name in the dream. So I say yes of course, I'll never turn down a first date. He is probably in his early to mid 40's. Part of his hair on the right side is white and the rest is salt and pepper. He is a strong, tall, big guy. It is more like a double date at his place for dinner. I come and Lila is there and her date hasn't arrived yet. My date asks Lila to go get some sodas from the other room. I see the look in his eyes and jump up to help Lila. Lila whispered to me, "He asked me to do it, what are you doing?" "I don't want to be alone with him." She laughs. Then we see brother Jenney. He is surprised to see us both, it looks like he was just dropping something off.

Then the dream switches and I'm with my parents. It is some kind of a futuristic setting but I'm still the same age I am now. We are waiting for a large circular type elevator that helps you travel all over the city it's in place of a subway and it uses the sky to travel. There are all kinds of structures and pipes and things in the sky to help this thing navigate. There are many elevators that run on different tracks and they have windows so you can look out at the scenery while traveling. We have been waiting a long time for our elevator and one finally stops that is going where we want to go but the voice says "One" The voice is how many people can get on from a given stop. I shout "I'll meet you there" to my parents and hop on the elevator. They are a little surprised but the door closes and I'm on my way. At that moment I realized I didn't know what my stop was or where to get off. Then as we are traveling I see the guy I had dated earlier in the dream, He is with a Japanese man and they are staring at the elevator, then they both turn into birds and fly to the stop before the elevator can reach it. He enters the elevator and I'm a little worried. There is something about him that creeps me out and it's not the fact that he can turn into a bird. I actually think that is a redeeming quality. It's the fact that he seems to be stalking me or just the way he looks at me. I tell him I saw the whole thing and he looks upset and angry but under control. "You saw that? You weren't supposed to see." I pull out my phone and tell him I have pictures but when I open the album the pictures I took were gone all I had were two pictures of him, but posed pictures and a picture of peter pan flying in from the audience in a play. I look at the pictures confused.

[Upon waking I realize that he had hidden his power from the human eye and no one would have been able to see his transformation even when looking right at him. That power is why the picture not only didn't take but changed into two pictures of him I hadn't taken. Of course I was not fooled, even in the dream and that is what made him angry.]

Monday, October 27, 2008

To kill Sesshomeru

I'm at a church, there are a lot of people in the main hall where the speakers meet and everyone is crowded, filling up the seats. I am sneaking by in the halls. This is a bad organization. I have fallen in love with Sesshomeru [from innuyasha] but he is the lead evil behind this group. He loves me too but will not give up what he is doing. I am the only one who can stop him. [I can't remember exactly how but it has to do with an earring and the ringing of a large church type bell.] I pierce my own ears to prepare for what I have to do, oh the pain.

Then the dream switches to a few years into the future. Apparently I had been unable to stop him. The organization has grown in depth and evil but a good organization has also been formed. I am not a member of either which puts me in danger no matter who I run into. My mom drives up to the main area for the evil organization. [I don't know how I gained that info but my mom doesn't know. She thinks we are here to pick up something and then leave.] I tell her to go and she looks at me funny, she sees some people from the good organization, which she is a member of', and shouts at me to get back in the car to leave. She knows what is going down here, but I have a feeling that it wont work. There is something I have to do to tip the balance. I sneak by, crouched down as I walk past the front counter. Nobody sees me yet, I keep a firm prayer in my heart.

I end up in this room that is filled with children. I somehow have a large cast iron frying pan in my hand, it is really heavy. There are two guards, one is ridiculing, taunting and torturing the children. The other is by the door where I am standing. Neither see me. I muster up my strength and swing down the frying pan as hard as I can. I hear a crack as he collapses, I know I have crushed his skull. The other person doesn't see me, that person turns out to be a black, midget, female. I swing down the frying pan but she is turning and spots me. I lose my focus and even though it hits her head it does no damage. She pulls out her gun and runs around, I can't get a good lock on her. When ever the frying pan hits it does no damage and bounces off of her head like rubber. She calls out an alarm right before I smash the frying pan across her face, sending her flying across the room. Then there is a woman, slender blond, good looking and could be quite a distraction.

The dream cuts forward and she is now trapped in a water bottle. I keep turning the bottle trying to drown her but she is strong and powerful. The children are still sitting in rows as if in a classroom and one of them pipes up, "Use the poison. The bee poison." I see the bottle on a shelf and slowly open the water bottle, using a fork to block her escape. I pour the poison in the bottle as she is coming out. The fork does nothing and soon she is out. She attacks me with master kung fu skills. I pray again and know that if my job is not finished the Lord would help me to escape this. It turns out that I have not completed the task sent to do yet. The Lord give a remembrance to my body of things I learned in Taekwando. I fight back and end up using a release grab move to sweep her to the ground. She ends up in this pretzel type position and I hear a crack from her arm.

Then the dream moves forward in time and two guys come in to check on things. They had heard the alarm. I'm crouched on the ground, hiding behind the children. The guys see their comrades on the ground and are on full alert but for some reason they are both thirsty. They both drink from the poisoned bottle of water still sitting on the counter. I get up and they prepare to take me in when one of the kids distract them by telling them about the bee poison. They look at each other and then the poison has had time to take effect on the first one. The second one is putting his finger down his throat to throw up the poisoned water but instead collapses as well. I hide the kids under the floor boards. There is no way to be sneaky with a group of kids in the center of a large evil organization building. I hope that anyone who sees the empty room will run around looking for the culprit and for the children but not think to pull up the floor. I know trying to hide them in a closet or some place would do no good and they would be caught almost immediately.

Now I'm in this room, it looks like a small servant type room and another lady walks in. Wild, short red hair, a look of fear crosses my face and I know that I am caught. Even if she didn't know already that I'm not part of the group, she will know by the look on my face. Somehow, though, she doesn't get it. She complains and talks to me for a while. I get an impression from the Lord to start a fire outside. We are close to the backyard area, just out the back door of this room.

She asks me for a cigarette. I look in the purse I stole from the lady I had killed in the children room. I was also wearing her clothes, which probably helped in my disguise. I pull out a sorry excuse for a cigarette and she says never mind, she only smokes a certain brand that can only be found in one part of the world. "Then why did you ask?" She smiled "Because once I did find someone who had the exact same brand, so I never know when that will happen again." I tell her that I need to go out and smoke. I go out back, in the purse I have 5 or 6 lighters, crazy. I don't want anyone to know I have a lighter so I ask this guy for a light. My sorry excuse for a cigarette is poorly wrapped and all kinds of fluff is sticking out, it doesn't light very well. It actually looks like cotton wrapped up sort of in flimsy paper and not closed off very well.

I am lighting the contents of the garbage can secretly while this is going on. Then I decide to go around and bum actual cigarettes. The whole time, lighting trashcans on fire. I finally get to this back corner and get a cigarette from someone and she lights it for me. Then I go to the last garbage can but I am not being as careful and I get caught lighting this punching bag on fire that is in this garbage can for some reason. I get caught and as they are dragging me away I flick my cigarette into the bushes. I look around and all of the trash cans have been put out, nothing I did made any difference. "Sorry Lord I failed you, but I know that if it is meant to be you will make it happen." Then the brush all catches on fire so quickly nobody can stop it. Soon the entire place will be on fire.

The dream skips forward. I had let my ears close over from when I had pierced them years before trying to stop Sesshomeru. I now repierce one ear, for that is all that is needed, and prepare myself to stop him at all costs, even the cost of my own heart.

[Wow now that was an interesting dream. I think it's awesome how my dream censored the violence, skipping forward and never showing anything. I even got to save the children but with the place on fire and them under the floor, I don't know how they will be save. But with the Lord in charge, I bet he leads some people from the good organization to the children and they get them out.]

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Of paper and monsters

I need to borrow paper and fast so I drive up to [insert town near where I live] and stop by his house. It is really early in the morning but Derek's family is awake for some function or thing to do with the church. I see his dad who answers the door and before I can ask for paper he gets Derek. Derek comes down the stairs and smiles, all bright and awake. "I was just stopping by to borrow some paper." "Oh, I thought you were here to study, that's fine." and he gives me some paper. Then Matt shows up, apperhantly I had just been at Matt's house and he laughed. "Oh your here too." I tell them that I have to go, holding on to the paper. They both shrug and Derek's parents think it would be a great idea if I stayed. I pull out a pen and the dream changes.

I am the oldest of three children. We now live at this house that is up high in the clouds, [I have no idea how we get to the house, it seems to work out in the dream] but we are down on earth at a children's playground. There are some other kids there and they don't like us. They say that we are causing trouble and ruining the way things are supposed to work. My younger brother and sister are sad and crying that the other kids wont let them play. There is a cow herder that is near the playground and everyday he takes his cows and the bull, to run laps around the playground for a bit and then takes them back to their pen. The other kids are afraid, the bull likes to chase and attack the kids. I'm outside and the bull is coming, I go into the other kids playhouse and the bull is attacking the doorway. I am trapped in this little corner and the doorway is going to crumble soon. Then the bull turns and takes off back to his owner. I am furious. If I had been one of the little kids....well no wonder the other kids don't trust anybody and are always scared. I decide that I will make sure this doesn't happen again.
Then my father comes home. He has tears in his eyes that his three children are still alive. He asks me how we survived. I take him, and the other two kids, to the swamp where we lived for so many years before coming back home. I made him the swill I would make for us children while we were taking care of ourselves. We had some gross mixture that was very tasty to us and healthy and some kind of vegitables that we could round up and some nasty kind of self made bread. Our dad forced himself to eat it all and said it was great. Then we all went home to hear how dad survived and was able to come back home. Our mom was dead, but we knew that, we had thought our dad was dead too.

Then I'm on this spaceship, I am captured but escape. The creature is some huge metal monster and seemed as if it was right out of a video game. I come up with a plan and find the monsters weakness, some acid type mixture that will melt and corrode the metal that I make up. The creature is trying to figure out how to move, for some reason it is highly developed but doens't know all of the thinks it can do like a razor spin. The monster perfects the razor spin and prepares to use it on me but I shoot the mixture and the monster is blown against the wall, bubbling and yelling angrily. My small brother and sister are locked away and I have to get them out. ~Wake up~

[Now that was an awesome dream. I'm so glad that I was so strong and capable in this dream. I took out a 15 foot monster, every childs dream.]

Friday, October 24, 2008

Kohanas and Dave

There are these children at a daycare and they have this insane person watching them. He is super strong and doesn’t care about anybody except for his next victim. He doesn’t harm the children but scares them and keeps them in line. He goes through assistants on a regular basis. In the dream I am a guy and I’ve just finished school with my degree. I apply for jobs and get the assistant position. It pays $25/hr and I need the money. I get there and then the guy is no longer me, I am now on the outside watching the outcome. (Kohanas is the name of the man in charge and I’m going to call the guy who was me Dave.) Kohanas tries to put Dave in his place, Dave is just standing there. The kids are all in lines across the room with a pathway down the middle that Kohanas and Dave are standing in. No matter what Kohanas tries, nothing bothers Dave. “I’ll show you why they call me Freezer Burn Kohanas!” He shouts and charges at Dave, placing both strong hands on Dave’s shoulders, pressing his palms into his upper chest. Dave just stands there while Kohanas is using all of his strength. “Stop doing that!” Kohanas shouts. “Doing what?” Dave asks, baffled. Dave smiles and releases his stance and Kohanas is able to push him all the way to the back wall. Dave falls backward before reaching the wall and does a back flip, landing in a half crouch for a split second before allowing himself to fall to the ground. He slowly gets to his feet and brushes himself off, “Nice to meet you too.” Dave smiles. The children are astonished and hopeful. ~Wake up~

[Wow, first I’m a guy and then that guy turns out to be some super strength type hero. How awesome is that. I hope Dave saves the children and becomes the new person in charge, then he will end up with a lovely female assistant who will teach him how to better care for the children and learn compassion. Well you can see where that story plot would lead…]

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Tracting, new clothes and teaching.

I have an obligation to fulfill and I happen to see one of my old missionary companions. She says she’ll help me. So we go door to door. I have to complete the entire street, both sides. After a while she is gone and I have someone new, but I still have to finish the street. Then she changes out as well. In the end I’m all alone, but I finish the street. I meet some very interesting people. One has this huge mansion of a house and she invites me in…Then the dream switches and I’m parking my bike at the college since I had decided to ride my bike to class that day. I was running late for class so naturally I decide to stop by the store and pick up a whole bunch of clothes and bike stuff. I run to the restroom to try on the clothes. It is rush time and everyone wants to use the restroom but I’m locked in my stall and am not thinking about that. I keep trying on clothes when a boy and a girl, brother and sister, walk in on me, somehow they had gotten the door open. I get upset but decide to let them use the restroom. I walk out and when one is done she walks out and then the brother walks out. I go back in and try on more clothes. This old lady that was in the front of the line is chewing me out and saying that I should not be cutting in line, that she was next in line. I’m going over all of the bike stuff and deciding what I need and what I don’t. I have a shopping cart that I am organizing stuff in. Then I’m at class and the teacher doesn’t mind that I am late, she actually gives me a section of the class to teach….~wake up~

[Now that was beyond random and odd. Nothing more to say to that.]

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Harry Potter world meets Vampires

I'm waiting for this high up person and my bosses are twin boys - I haven't met them but I'm told that they are in charge of all of the arranging for tables and events. I'm supposed to do that and make sure things run smooth when events happen. I talk to the twin guys and they tell me there is more to their job than that. Then I fall in love with and marry a vampire. I have 3 kids and they grow up real fast. The oldest is 2 years old, the middle is 1 and the youngest is 6 months. Then I have twins and find out that someone is coming to take my children away. It is prof. Umbrige. I end up having 3 more children after the twins and then Umbridge is coming. I have magic with out the need of a wand. When she comes in the door, the person who opened the door was unprepared and taken out. I yell "expelliarmas" and she shouts "Harry Potter" like my use of the disarming spell reminded her of some joke. Laughing she jumps, like a toad, through the ceiling. I do the same to follow her but she has already taken my children and gone. I cry out and go straight to where her children camp is. Here children are slaves. I sneek in and see my kids, they have already come up with a plan. I say hidden while one of the young boys (1 year old but looks like 10 or 12) screams in pain. My heart leaps but I keep still. Umbridge goes into the shed and I point my hand at her but forgot the word for the spell, I say "umm....Knockout!" She collapses. As we leave I remember the spell and shout "Stupify" to this old man that tries to stop us. He is collapsed but still holding on to a childs leg. I get him to let go and the child runs but he grabs at my leg. I get away and we race to my car, there is a word game on a computer that we are passing by as we head out of the camp. I am almost distracted but one of the kids, the baby, cries out and I get in the van. Now there are 9 kids, I guess I ended up adopting one from the camp, and they are all half vampire.
~Wake up~

[Wow what an interesting dream. I don't think I really have any commentary to add to this one. Other than the fact that this is vampire, Harry Potter, Child Slavery and crappy job all rolled into one dream. Weird.]

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

How old is old?

There is an old man, he is over 100 years old. He and I spend time together. I still work at a temp agency but the jobs are getting hard to handle. I come into a job and my boss walks in and says that I am there to answer the phones. I am not allowed to transfer the call to anyone. He is the main boss and the second main boss is there and then me. Then a lady walks in and apperantly she is the second person there to answer phones. She is stuck up, pretty and doesn't really talk to me. There is food on my desk. Fresh bread, cheese and grapes. I eat some of the food and get chewed out because that food belongs to Carina. I have no idea who Carina is. Then I'm at this store and they are closing. I find some expired cerial and they give it to me. I spill the ceraial. Someone is waiting for me outside and I'm trying to hurry. They are getting very impatient. Then I'm outside by this car. The old black man is back, we are good friends. He tells me of his past and I see it in my dream as if it is really happening. He is running up to his car but his car has a large house antena on top of it and it gets hit by lightning. He bairly jumps out of the way to avoid the blast. Then he runs across these kids that he must protect. They are at the bus stop at the napa college and the seats lift up and all of a sudden the bus stop is surrounded by some kind of fence or gate. The entire bus stop begins sinking into the ground. As they sink down they pass a watch man in a cubby hole. The watch man shoots at them. Some how they accidentally found this underground conspiracy and the mans goal is to protect the kids and get them to safety. Some how he ends up with a gun and shoots back and when they reach the bottom he sends the bus stop back up to the top. Then the dream jumps and I'm standing outside with the man again. He tells me he is now 112. I smile a knowing smile. This little girl runs outside. Her family is mean to her and doesn't understand her. She loves to read and I help her to find books to read. She has powers and abilities to make things move with her mind. The old man asks me how old I am and I tell him 86. I look like I'm in my 30's or maybe 40's. He doensn't believe me and I tell him that it doesn't matter if he believes me or not. Then the old man dies and I cry at his grave. Adam, from Hero's, shows up and tells me that he could have saved this man for me. I had fallen in love with the old man but not in a romantic way, it was just the ways our minds melded together when we talked and spent time together. I tell Adam, "No. This man lived a full life. He loved. Had children. Saved other's children and even now helped me to find joy and beauty in life. He lived and now it is time to let him move on. Staying here would be a prison for him now. When my time comes I will be ready." Adam laughs, "Your time will never come." I stare at him in horror and shock. ~wake up from dream~

[Oh man, of course I wake up when it starts to get good.]

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

A girl and her dog

A small girl and this little puppy are friends. [The dog looks kind of like brian from family guy.] She is staying with her grandparents. Then things switch and I'm at a play - I had to sneak in because I don't have a ticket for today. The play is at this huge theater [that looks a bit like the conference center in utah only not quite as grand. It only has two tiers and is about half the size.] I have a ticket for the next day but not for todays showing, so I slip in by the side door. Nobody is really watching the doors so it seems like they really don't care at this point. I wont be able to go on the day I have my ticket for because I'm going to drive down to see my family. First stop is Sherry's [family members names have changed also but if you know me it's not hard to figure out who is who in my family] she lives on the way. I have a full car but in the dream the people keep changing throughout the trip, so I really don't know who came with me. I guess everyone did. Know one in my car knows what they want to do or will make any decisions. I have to. Then the dream switches back to the little girl. Time has passed and her father came and took her away from her grandparents and friends and wouldn't let her talk to or contact anyone she knew. It's been two years and now she is back. Her father and I guess it's her stepmother, are with her and they are there for a conference trip for her fathers job. While they are outside on the sidewalk somewhere [I think from the surrounding image it was salt lake city because the air was clearer and more mountanous like in utah and it wasn't like the citys I know in california.] the dog sees her. She runs up to him and then when they are close they stop short and stare at eachother. Things are awkward. They both try some small talk "what are you doing?" Then out of nowhere the girl tackles the dog and they roll around, laughing. They play and things are back to normal. The dad is watching this and he is not happy.

[There are also baloons out as if there was some type of festival going on, somehow I'm a part of the festival but I have no idea what I'm doing since apperantly I've been watching the situation with the little girl. This is one of my average dream types and luckily I had this one last night as well to counter act the one I just posted.]

Happily Ever After?

Sabyr asks me out on a date. We go out. Afterwords we are at my place - it seems to be an apartment. [Like those in the movies in the city, new york or sanfrancisco or wherever.] On the doorstep I look at him and he smiles, his long hair waving in the wind. "No matter what you think or what happens I still want to stay friends." I say. He looks confused, "what are you talking about?" I smile, "I'm cursed. After a first date the guy never really talks to me again and if we see each other it's awkward and I don't want that to happen." He looks slyly at me, "and how many guys have you dated?" I stare at the ground, not wanting to admit the awful truth, "3" He laughs, "Wow, those guys didn't know a good thing when they had the chance." I straighten up deffensively, "Thats not entirely true, I mess it up. It's me. I think I chase them away." "Then you just havn't met the right guy yet."

He pulls me into a tight hug, I stiften as usual but then look up at his face and melt. "See that wasn't so bad." I lean my head into him, muttering into his chest, "don't start this unless you can fall in love with me. I have always liked you, from the moment I met you. Your spirit. You didn't notice me, not at first but it was watching you that gave me strength. I admired when you answered questions in class and slowly I was able to do the same at times. At dances I felt like I existed. Even when we were apart I felt like I mattered."

"Theres something I need to tell you, a dark secret of my own. [insert dark secret of choice]"

"Of course." I laugh it off. He pushed me back, holding onto my shoulders to look at my face. I turn serious, "I've always known. Come on [Insert situation that relates to dark secret] I never tried because I knew I couldn't compete."

"But your different..." He replies and I wake up in midsentence.

[Gag me with a spoon, this is like a scene out of a romance movie or something. Everything is too emotional and too perfect. I don't know how I was able to stay asleep long enough for this to play out. Those mushy lines, it's like right out of a story. These things aren't said in real life, are they? If they are, good luck to the happy couple. I finally set up a blog and this is my first dream I have to post....don't worry they get stranger and not so normal or happily laid out. Although the dream did play out very nice and this scene would work in a story....]